the sillies - last year 2011.
shaz & faliq - this year 2012.
great friends are hard to come by but i thank those who’ve stayed in my life.
wish there’s a time you can grab and hold close to your heart, all your life.
(Source: l-o-c-a-l-s-o-n-l-y)
“it`s so amazing i figured out this world is ours with tha taking.”
happy 17th, sweet love.
xoxo
difficulties are not disabilities.
i extremely hate the part where i get hard-headed with things in life. i dont give in even though i’m clearly at a losing end. no matter how facts try to knock me over, i flip the coin the other way in my mind.
i’ve lost two wonderful theatre performers within a few months. my heart aches a little, my eyes tear a little but my faith took a blow. how certain are we that our life plans work out the way we want it to? how do we know that this may be the last time? so should our pace gets faster or do we take it slow?
i can never stress how much i obhor pondering. to ponder is to grieve. it’s only human that we only ponder when it spells trouble. how often do we move so rapidly and come to a halt just in order to thank the One above? we grieve. we are always grieving - even when life has been a fairy tale for the past decade in your life. all you gotta do it to take a second to recall a memory that still burns your heart.
i’ve come to realize that it’s impossible to have someone who has all the strengths that you lack of. impossible to have someone who reads your mind perfectly when your thoughts get cloudy. impossible to have someone who consistently makes your happiness their priority.
these aren’t impossible to achieve. it’s just feelings but when you allow your heart to take over your mind, you’ve failed at all costs.
(Source: sheandherdarkness)
Done.
Been waiting.
Waiting for the day when you ask me if it’s alright to invite a certain someone over for the wedding.
I can never understand why you feel like you’re obliged to invite. To share the joy? Yes. For feeling bad? Whatever for?
I’ve spent my months (and more than a year, now) wondering what exactly doesn’t make you feel okay. It’s like this tiny bit of insecurity wandering around every single time. We are all humans. My choices in life have reasons stuck on them. It’s reasons that don’t need to be displayed in public just to place myself in an honorable position for everyone. I am worthy of respect with or without reasons.
I don’t need comparison. Neither do i need a non-muslim significant other to prove how much happier my relationship can be.
Being younger does not mean that there is no chance or possibility that i might jolly well be wiser than any elders.
Sometimes, the problem with humans is that we are constantly hearing but no one actually bother to stop and listen for once.
About me
a whole lotta candyfloss in stash; you can't go wrong with that. always an oresome at heart. <3
